SOME WAY, SOMEDAY AND SOMETIME

I strongly believe in something known as someday, someway, some time and somehow. Isn't it absurd, weird? But I do feel that SOME-____ related things and words are true. And I really hope that way. I want that someday in my ahead life to be what I fantasize about the most. I want the day to be filled with joys and happiness rather than guilt and pain, misunderstandings, and scars.

A day that reminds me of who I am, the purpose I am supposed to deliver. To soar higher than the trees, I want a day just like everyone else needs.

I believe that someday would come making my smile an important aspect. We all want a time that makes our air castles more firm don't we, cherish the sweetness of the loving ones.

What makes me unhappy is the way people look up at me. I am beautiful, they say. But why to acknowledge my body more than me. What I don't understand is why people don't understand that the face and body is the gift of God. NOT OUR OWN MADE !! Then why turn yourself on to the judgment like she has heavy breasts and look at her good boobs? While all along the journey our thoughts opinions words and experiences matter more than those PERKY breasts.

I want a time where people would actually encourage each other genuinely. A fantasy world that I know would never come true. The walls of jealousy hatred sadness and ambiguity are so high that it takes a whole life to jump through and when once you jump, you die of saving the customs and values.

Somehow I do believe someway or the other the day would come where wrong would be finished, right would be supported, acknowledgment of pure would be allowed and guilty will really be sorry.

Sometime, someday, somehow and actually someway.. it will happen. And I believe in that.